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its a little like a ferris wheel, complete with the puking My mood's been funky all day. Huge swings from hour to hour. My excercise has been paying off and I'm getting my waist back so I was really happy and hyper for awhile.
Began thinking that I really would have to do something with my life eventually. So instead of wallowing I got my ass on the web and looked at a bunch of sites about choosing a career. Got a little teary because I couldn't find anything I thought I'd like. Actress. I used to think I could do that, but now..not so much. Its been so long since I've been on stage I can hardly remember what it feels like. Thats a lie, the problem is that I do.
As much as I'd like to, I don't cry very often. They just won't come. They just descend into my stomach and make me feel queasy.
Stalked some diarylanders and added a couple of new favorites to my profile.
I'm not sure how much longer I can put my life on hold.
6:48 pm
Hmm, a few hours later and I've had something to eat so at least my blood sugar's back to normal. But I haven't really slept much the past couple of days so I'm getting a little slap happy. J's promised an entry in his diary about his "Ms Mongi dreams". I'm a little frightened, but also terribly curious. I'm also frightened by how much I'm anticipating tonight's Survivor episode. Surely I must have something better to do with my time.
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